I have to admit I am still slightly annoyed by people but seriously, "Becky, get a life!" What's the point of being annoyed and blah blah blah... You will only get more wrinkles and more fine lines. The signs of aging will be more obvious.
I resolved to singing... Haha... :)
Pour Your spirit over me
Let Your love rain down
Would You take these hands of mine
And use me
Pour Your spirit over me
Let Your love rain down
Would You take these feet of mine
And lead me
This realization then dawned upon me. What have I been doing all these while? Relying on my own strength? Probably alot. That's why I feel so disappointed and so whatever about the whole thingy.
When things don't go my way, I realize, I suck as a person. But however, God does not look at me in this way. I am suppose to lean on Him for strength. It's because of His grace. It's all about Jesus, nothing is about me.
I have been so selfish in my thoughts. It's not about me, it's not what others think about me, it's all about what God thinks and how He feels. More importantly, that I'm doing what is right in His eyes for all glory and honour, belongs to Him.
