I'm sorry to say that those people suck yesterday. Big time. Well, I got reprimanded by God. Yup yup...
Even though I still feel like crying and don't feel like loving them anymore or even caring anymore. It's hard... I can't say I don't care. These people are my friends or at least I still treat them as my friends.
As I began to seek God, He told me to love despite all these. I truly believe that, "In His time, He'll make all things beautiful." I feel very childish about this whole thing. It's like we are adults and we are Christians not pagens but yet we act as though like there is no unity.
I just have to talk myself out of this whole situation don't I?
"Becky, love and not hate. In God's time, all things will be made beautiful." It's truly hurting but I'm going to hang on to the promises of God.
"Hang on to your faith, Becky. Hang on tight."
