My heart hurt, my head hurt and I really didn't feel like seeing someone. But I thank God, because He saw me through. I really do. The feeling was just horrible and I felt like telling the person off because, it was causing us so much misery. Why? Why must the person be SSSSOOOO stubborn and react in a stupid way? And so that's what I thoughy. Feelings of dislike, hate and disappointment came to me.
Well, I was going to do my QT when I accidentally flipped to the wrong page and the verse on that page was:
"He must become greater; I must become less." John 3:30
That struck me although, I did still hold on stubbornly to the way I felt even though I knew what God had said. I wanted to 'hate' the person so much and not even talk or to have anything to do with that person. God rebuked me through His word. Is there even any part of Christlikeness to the way I feel? Did I even approach the throne of grace when this happened? All I could do was selfishly think about how I felt. The way I felt even though not said, is already a sin. I believe that God will see me through this situation if I choose to put Him first, trusting and obeying Him, doing what He says.
