I have finally finished my book and it has caused me to reflect so much on my relationship with other people. Loving someone is easy but making the effort to show it through actions is hard.
Take for example my relationship with my mummy. I love my mother but yet somehow other things in my life seem to take over the time I should be spending with her. Is this the Singaporean life or is it just an excuse? Is there something else I can do to show that she is more important in my life than just my work and me going out all the time?
We always think that parents don't care but they do. They try and they are struggling. Haha... I now understand much more than I had in the past. I always thought my parents were busy all the time but never bothered to spend as much time as they could but this is society.
Anyway, I also thought about my relationship with my cell members wondering how much more effort I need to put in. I wonder... maybe I am just not doing enough. Sometimes I feel like I keep on doing and doing till it comes to a point where I just get tired of doing because of the lack of response. But still, Jesus never gave up. He still loved up till the day He died on the cross for us.
All I can say is that, to love the way Jesus loves, it's hard. WITH GOD ALL THINGS ARE POSSIBLE!!! Amen? :)
On a personal note, I would like to meet the prophet Elijah when I get to heaven. Well, he does have a sense of humor. :D
Have a great weekend! :)
