I was watching a worship video and I see people jumping and I ask myself, "What has happened to me? What happened to my joy?"
Do I still love God as much as before? So many questions running through my head and tears just overflow coz I have really felt like I have lost it. I just go to church for the sake of going, I just do what I do for the sake of doing.
But that is not what God wants. He wants my heart. I'm sorry Lord and I ask for your forgiveness.
