I realized that I'm still grieving over my dad's death whether it's regrets for things I did not do or just the emotions of missing him. When I see other people sharing about their families death issues so happily, I just cry because I just can't. Perhaps I have yet to come to terms with it. Till I can let go, I believe that there won't be a breakthrough in my life and it's been 4 years.
God help me to overcome it and I need a miracle now. I don't know how much longer I can take it. Help me to believe that You are in control of every situation.