- I came to this church by God's calling, wanting to impact the youths. There were some changes.
That is what I can remember so far. Hahaha... Right now, I'm under going stress to even have dreams... When Pastor Wilf and Auntie goes, how?
Only keyboardist left? Me. Who has to make sure that MKC runs well? Me. What else is next? Do I think Kenneth will agree to play every week? He might. So I'm either on stage every week or in MKC. I'm so excited... (being sarcastic) Sigh... stress... more sighing... and feeling more stress. I suddenly feel so lonely.
Isaiah 40:31 "But those who wait on the Lord shall renew their strength; They shall mount up with wings like eagles, They shall run and not be weary, They shall walk and not be faint."
Lonely? God reminded me to wait on Him, to depend on Him. Tired? He will renew my strength. Thank you Lord for your reminder. No matter what... as long as I look to Him at all times, He will always be there for me, renewing me, giving me the strength that I need. Not worrying about being tired or faint.
Pastor also asked me about going for lessons to improve my keyboard playing. Just the thought that came to my mind this morning. It is really God's plan and timing. Well, as Jer 29:11 says "For I know the thought that I think towards you, says the Lord, thoughts of peace and not of evil, to give you a future and a hope."
It's amazing that I'm still breathing or not going psychologically insane... It's really by God's grace.
