I'm so glad to be home and I really see the hands of God during our trip in BKK. His protection and how the taxi drivers were honest and so forth. :) God is good! :)
And I came home feeling tired and loads of things ahead for me to think about. I've been hearing things about me which are not so nice and according to B," I'm jumping into conclusions." But that's how I feel, I really do.
As I begin to reflect on how I feel, God reminded me of something, "Do how you feel take precedence over how you should react?" I was truly upset reacting in a very so called humanly way, the things I said, the way I felt. I don't think there's anything wrong with the way we feel, it's more like what comes out after that, is that the right way? Do you get what I mean? Or should I say, are you letting these feelings take over the love that should be shown?
I was reading something today and this is what the person said, "God is in the business of changing our paradigm from no personal experiences to God-experiences. However, if you operate on a level of rigid logic, you may never have the privilege of having the God-experiences. Keep your heart free to experience new paradigms with God today. " I should just let God take control and not my mind or my feelings. I still have this thinking that somehow it's impossible but God can make things possible.
I pray for wisdom and discernment that God gave to Solomon. He was a wise man with great insight. I don't need all but Lord, I just need a little bit of that and teach me to react in a wise manner and do things wisely. Amen!
